Like i fucking care anymore

No really,
I dont fucking care already.

I dont want to let this fucking breakup make me stressed and fucked up.


I'm gonna be the same single Alastair Anthony Yong Jia Jun

I'm gonna delete your contact in my phone and in MSN,

I'm gonna go talk to Andrea more, 22months.
I'm gonna go and woo her even though i know it's never gonna work out
But at least i feel better talking to her than to you now,

Andrea rejects me all the time but she still can bullshit with me.

You're different, it's super hard to talk to you now.











WELL THIS IS IT PEOPLE! I'M TURNING GAY

Love.

It's not about showing off your strength.
It's all about your heart.

It's not about gifts or presents.
It's about sincerity

It's not about you,
It's about her.

Sex ? It's irrelevant.
Smiles. Thats better.

Why is life so lustful.

Say it,

I love you,
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I want to walk with you through a rose petal covered field.
It is just that simple.

Vexed vexed vexed.

Shouldn't have told A about it.

Now i guess V hates me for telling A about her and her boyfriend.
Seems to me, A may think its a joke. But my friendship with V.

I guess maybe it's because i never mention to A not to tell anyone about it.

I said it bluntly that V likes someone and A just bluntly told someone else.
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Now i'm in trouble. I dont know how apologize to V for revealing that secret of hers.

I cant even sms her anymore.
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I'm a horrible person.
I feel terrrible.
I feel pathetic.

What a blast.
Now i'm going crazy for 22months. Its like.
I'm thinking about her all the time.

Maybe i really really like her.
Or i really really really like her.
or maybe i just like her so much that words can describe how much i like her.
She puts the biggest smile on my face even though i dont really know her.
I dont know her friends. I dont even know how she sounds like.
What kind of movies she likes.

What is she into. I dont know but i want to know.
Because it's fun to know more about her cause, she's the light in my darkness.
Not many people believe that i would like you this long.
Some didnt even know that i liked you.

If you had said yes then. What would we be today?

I really really like you.

I stayed one night at australia and saw millions of stars. My friend asked me, why did i like you. For ever star in the night sky, i gave one reason. But after a long time, i realized i ran out of stars. I just like you i said to my friend. "Why" he asked.

cause she's awesome. :D

To a friend.

I saw you during March 2007. Thinking you were not a singaporean.
Friends said you were. I didnt believe at first la.
Haha. Love at first sight. Sms-ed you alot then.
You never cared. Cause you thought i was joking. Haha.
Never talked to you until March of 2008. When i finally made the step to woo you. You told me,
If i said yes. What will you do? I replied


I will jump for joy and go crazy, and then sms you a hour later.

You never said yes. I still talked to you throughout the year. Smiled at every sms you replied.
Never imagine that you actually liked me, for a week, then. But didn't say yes.

I imagine if you had said yes. We might, might! still be together till today? Cause you are one of those girls, where a guy, will never forget. No matter when.

December 2008, You remembered my birthday when i forgot yours. I was so happy for myself.
Cause, not many girls i liked actually remember my birthday.

January 2009 , I realized my time is short in the school, but i never really approached you anymore, decided to woo other girls. but never felt right, no matter with who.

Turned back to you always. Always felt right going gaga over you, Even though you didn't feel the same way.
Just remembering you makes me smile.

Whenever you need someone, i'll always be there to hold an umbrella for you in the rain.

Now i've graduated. But i will never ever forget you.
Cause you are (L).

22 Months i've liked you.
I believe more months to go.

It's one way. You know that, i know that. But you just make me smile.

Pictures from countdown.

Well i'm a nut at taking pictures

Hi.

Week at my mother's house.
Its been a week since i came here.
Ayden Martin, my 3 month old brother has been a joy to me.
His smile is just so pure.
What to do, my brother ma.
Heheh!

ITE starts on Monday.
Yishun ITE doesn't seem too apppealing to me siaaaaaaaa!
DIE la

I lazy blog already. tata