Love.

It's not about showing off your strength.
It's all about your heart.

It's not about gifts or presents.
It's about sincerity

It's not about you,
It's about her.

Sex ? It's irrelevant.
Smiles. Thats better.

Why is life so lustful.

Say it,

I love you,
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I want to walk with you through a rose petal covered field.
It is just that simple.

Vexed vexed vexed.

Shouldn't have told A about it.

Now i guess V hates me for telling A about her and her boyfriend.
Seems to me, A may think its a joke. But my friendship with V.

I guess maybe it's because i never mention to A not to tell anyone about it.

I said it bluntly that V likes someone and A just bluntly told someone else.
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Now i'm in trouble. I dont know how apologize to V for revealing that secret of hers.

I cant even sms her anymore.
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I'm a horrible person.
I feel terrrible.
I feel pathetic.

What a blast.
Now i'm going crazy for 22months. Its like.
I'm thinking about her all the time.

Maybe i really really like her.
Or i really really really like her.
or maybe i just like her so much that words can describe how much i like her.
She puts the biggest smile on my face even though i dont really know her.
I dont know her friends. I dont even know how she sounds like.
What kind of movies she likes.

What is she into. I dont know but i want to know.
Because it's fun to know more about her cause, she's the light in my darkness.
Not many people believe that i would like you this long.
Some didnt even know that i liked you.

If you had said yes then. What would we be today?

I really really like you.

I stayed one night at australia and saw millions of stars. My friend asked me, why did i like you. For ever star in the night sky, i gave one reason. But after a long time, i realized i ran out of stars. I just like you i said to my friend. "Why" he asked.

cause she's awesome. :D

To a friend.

I saw you during March 2007. Thinking you were not a singaporean.
Friends said you were. I didnt believe at first la.
Haha. Love at first sight. Sms-ed you alot then.
You never cared. Cause you thought i was joking. Haha.
Never talked to you until March of 2008. When i finally made the step to woo you. You told me,
If i said yes. What will you do? I replied


I will jump for joy and go crazy, and then sms you a hour later.

You never said yes. I still talked to you throughout the year. Smiled at every sms you replied.
Never imagine that you actually liked me, for a week, then. But didn't say yes.

I imagine if you had said yes. We might, might! still be together till today? Cause you are one of those girls, where a guy, will never forget. No matter when.

December 2008, You remembered my birthday when i forgot yours. I was so happy for myself.
Cause, not many girls i liked actually remember my birthday.

January 2009 , I realized my time is short in the school, but i never really approached you anymore, decided to woo other girls. but never felt right, no matter with who.

Turned back to you always. Always felt right going gaga over you, Even though you didn't feel the same way.
Just remembering you makes me smile.

Whenever you need someone, i'll always be there to hold an umbrella for you in the rain.

Now i've graduated. But i will never ever forget you.
Cause you are (L).

22 Months i've liked you.
I believe more months to go.

It's one way. You know that, i know that. But you just make me smile.

Pictures from countdown.

Well i'm a nut at taking pictures

Hi.

Week at my mother's house.
Its been a week since i came here.
Ayden Martin, my 3 month old brother has been a joy to me.
His smile is just so pure.
What to do, my brother ma.
Heheh!

ITE starts on Monday.
Yishun ITE doesn't seem too apppealing to me siaaaaaaaa!
DIE la

I lazy blog already. tata

HAPPY NEW YEAR FUCKTARDS!

Ahh, i cut my hair.
Its quite okay la.
Some people hate it.
Some love it.
If i do get pictures of my hair which is rare, cause i dont have that picture ready face.
You try to take a picture.
I'll be stunned and i just stand there for 5 seconds thinking of a facial expression.
Heheh *scratches head* I know. stupid right.

BACK GO THE NEW YEAR.
It was terrific but yet, i felt left out.
I was the only guy during the outing for 4hours.
Although my cousin's friend's boyfriend came.
We didnt talk much so it felt like just two awkward guys with 5 girls who CANT STOP TAKING PICTURES!
Cant blame them. PRETTY GIRLS NEED TO TAKE PICTURES YEAH.
No one reads my blogs anyways. So i'm just blogging to cure my boredom. Its 5.37am now.
And i got nothing to do other than blog.

OKAY OKAY OKAY! NEW YEAR OUTING DETAILS
Met Filiyana at 7.30am at her house. Fuck.
Supposed to meet at 6am. I didnt sleep as i was bloody afraid i would sleep over that time.
So we went to North Point to, WAIT EVEN MORE.
Left NPoint. Went back to her house to sleep.
Not much. Fareez wasn't wearing pants(or underwear) so his asshole was near my face.
Squatting and playing the PS3

Woke up around 2pm. Went down to cut my hair as mentioned above.
Went to my mom's place to collect my loafers.
Went to find her friend to take her dress/blouse/whatever.
Sorry friends but i kinda know your names only through the internet.
Kinda shy. 5 girls and i'm the only guy. Its not like i really know them well.
But it was fun nonetheless.

Got ready for everything. Left for CWP (Causeway Point) and meet her friend (only friend whose name i still dont know). Afterward we went into CWP to buy some leather bands for me.
Filiyana's idea. Afterwards we waited for almost half an hour for her friend, Aini.
Took the train, her friends Nadhirah( did i spell it wrongly?) and Amira boarded the train.
They were laughing so loud in the train i swear i felt like i was going out with monkey.

We reached Pasir Ris in no time. Walked to D Marquee. Realized that 4 of the 6 were smokers. NO GOOD NO GOOD. Smoking willllllll KILL YOU.
I dont smoke. I'm a good boy, aren't I. AHAHAH!
Bought spray cans for only a dollar. Started to have a spray can fight. I took and just sprayed at anyone near to me. ^^V.
Now now. We didnt have tickets to enter D'Marquee. It was 65 bucks a ticket.
BUT BUT! This Caucasian dude gave us tickets to enter.
Had fun inside. 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!.
AHAH!

But then 2 hours of waiting for bus NR7.
We decided, Lets CAB to Maya - A Hindi Music Lounge, so it says.
But Amira and Nad left. But Filiyana's friend's boyfriend came so it was left with 5 of us.
Cabbed there. Not ladies night out. 20 bucks per person
Woo. Gotta love the price. So we lepak2 at the river. Later we tried to go to Helipad.
But closing time liao leh ( Spoken in true Singaporean manner)

Lepak. 6.17 boarded the train. And when we were approaching Woodlands MRT. Some guy and his friends were trying to flirt with Filiyana and her friends. GOOD LUCK.

Reached home around 8am. Slept like a log till about 4pm exactly. I heard my brother say that.
Wont be updating about 1st jan.
Needa sleep now.

Goodnight people. 5.52am
Love. Your Mother