Alastair Anthony

2011-05-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

I fell for you, I know i love you but i cant do nuts

2010-08-25T04:48:00.000+08:00

If love was so simple. Everyone would be holding hands with someone they met 5minutes ago.

Day 5 — Your dreams

2010-08-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

2010-08-22T01:01:00.001+08:00

Isaac you're gay

Day 3 — Your parents

2010-08-19T01:38:00.001+08:00

Mr Stephen Yong Kwang Chin

Ms Salinda Binte Salleh.

My two lovely parents.

They are there when it's most important.

They dont show their love and care,

But they do care.

I know.

I love my dad and my mom.

39 year old father. 34 year old mother.

Thank you for not aborting me.

Cause i know it would have been different if you did.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Day 2 - Your crush

2010-08-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

I have a crush on music.

You help me relax.

You make feel loved.

You are always there.

But you're sometimes an ass. You give me weird ideas.

But you can the sweetest and most romantic thing that has ever happened to me.

♥♥♥♥♥

Day 1 — Your best friend.

2010-08-17T06:30:00.004+08:00

Ms Nadya Latiff. My bestfriend.

We started talking about clubbing. Slowly we played covers together.

We went out almost evvvvvveryday.

This girl has been my pillar of support for a few months now

Whenever i've turned emo, i turn to her and she'll be there.

Whenever I can, i'll chat with her.

Well i miss her, it's been 2 months since we really went out. I miss Blakey, it's been 2months.

But i know one thing for sure, she's always there for me, no matter what.

So will i be for her.

♥♥♥♥♥

Hmmm, 31 days of notes to whoever.

2010-08-17T06:29:00.001+08:00

Day 1 — Your best friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

shit

2010-08-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

I am in trouble again. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I'm a burden

2010-06-19T13:40:00.002+08:00

I dont know. I feel like i'm a burden to my best friend.

But i feel that now there are some people who dislike or find me annoying.

I dont know what the fuck i did. But all your tweets somehow i find that they link to me?

Get rid of that chinese dude?

WAHLAO WHY STILL DISTURBING ME.

Hmm :) I know i'm annoying. Tell me straight so i wont have to talk to you anymore. This is the way i live my life. If you can't tolerate they way i am. It shows you have been pretending to be my friend all the while. I think life is meaningless. 1 week in Hong Kong. To rebuild my life. I now only have Nadya to live for. :) Who can say i've been changed for the better

Finally

2010-05-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

I feel like blogging

I have to learn to move on la cheebye

Die

2010-05-18T17:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i got really drunk and i forgot what i said.

I'm in trouble.

1-2-Drink

2010-05-16T14:22:00.003+08:00

Thats all.

Alastair says

2010-05-12T13:05:00.000+08:00

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Super Shag

2010-05-10T02:51:00.002+08:00

Today was Mother's Day spent with friends

JoJo aka Joseph wanted to see a doctor which eventually turned into a stay in the hospital.

Justin then came. 2 other girls then came (pretty girls too)

At first JoJo brought a friend to come. she was very very ugly. no joke.

:D I am an asshole i know.

Nadya will be coming over on Friday to do covers with me

I need to wake up

2010-05-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

I will decide even longer.

A or N.

N or A.

Next Saturday.

I will decide.

Bangles

2010-05-03T14:44:00.002+08:00

Woo! Shopping yesterday.

Went out with Nadya and Filiyana to town to shop for some stuff.

Got meself

2 tee-shirts from Praise. 59.60

1 plaid shirt from Cotton On 39.95

1 pair of shoes from Bershka 75.00 (at first they scan wrongly 89.90)

1 pair of slippers from Topman 19.00

1 pair of jeans from UniQlo 39.90 (10 dollars discount, awesome!)

and some buddha beads( so i call it ) for my arms!

Girls are so gonna fall for me! Hahah ! kiddddding!

I met Filiyana first then proceeded to Heeren to meet Nadya to look for shirts at fourskin. Sadly no size for me.

We went around and then went to Cineleisure to eat KFC and that was where i got my praise tees.

Then we went to 313@Somerset. Saw this shirt at Cotton On but didn't buy it yet so i went to Uniqlo to look for shirts.

But i was attracted to the jeans. I first took a tapered jeans which was just nice but nadya said it was tooo skinny and commented on my waist size. BTW ITS 28 NOT 27. Awesome right?

I then bought this SLIM FIT jeans for only 39.90 <>

Afterwards Yana decided that she had to leave to meet some friends so it was just me and Nadya. We walked to ION Orchard to look at some stuff. Just realized that the basements were the real shopping areas. The top floors for rich dudes and dudettes. We first went to Topshop/Topman. She was at B2 (TOPSHOP) while i was (TOPMAN). Me and Nadya both agreed on one thing. Everything was nice. If we could. WE WOULD GRAB EVERYTHING! HAHAHA. I got myself slippers only. Then proceed to many other shops and then proceeeded to Bershka for our last stop. FOUND GREY SHOES <3.>

Later nadya had to go and i left for causeway point to get myself some stuff. Got the shirt from Causeway POINT cotton on. And a few buddha beads.

Waited for Yana at BK for 1hour. Irritating bugger.

Went home showcased everything. Nice

Now i'm gonna go off. This is my longest post ever.

Dinner

2010-05-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

Got my pay already.

Friday was fun

At 1am at night

I delivered chocolate to someone's house!

Haha hope she loved it.

Saturday was supposed to go to church but went out to furama city centre to eat

Help

2010-04-28T02:11:00.001+08:00

I'm eating 7meals a day now.

I cant believe how much i am eating. Hahaha

Gonna be so fat.

Today was average. Played abit, surfed the net abit.

But i need my soccer fix

Home alone

2010-04-26T17:50:00.002+08:00

I'm at my mom's house now.

Been here for 3 days already.

Day 1 - Saturday.

Church-ed.

Miss the rest though. It's been a long time since i last saw them. It was great to be bad.

Afterwards i proceeded to my mom's house and at 2am. I met ZQ for supper. His treat hahaha! Thanks ah bro.

Day 2 - Sunday

Woke up around 11am. Showered and went to my aunt's house to go to Yishun Dam.

It was fun overall, throwing rocks into the water. Hitting foreign objects in the water, I almost hit the bottle that was in the water. Sorry to Mervin and guys for not being able to come for the futsal.

Webcammed with Nadhirah for an hour or so.

Day 3 - Today/Monday

Woke up and showered. Grabbed myself some food/nasilemak that was brought home by my aunt. It was realllly nice.

Back at my mom's house and gonna write off here to go to my aunt's to eat again. I'm hungryyy!

Tattoos

2010-04-23T03:55:00.001+08:00

Are an important part of life. Dont judge a man based on his tattoos.

Wanna see eugene's ink

It's been a while

2010-04-22T02:37:00.001+08:00

Since i last blogged.

I wanna say, I'm a singer, i'm a soccer player, i'm not into gangs.

I dont know why i joined one. I am regretting. But idontknow,

Life should be full of freedom. I dont want to supressed and know that i live with a gang on my back.

Drink drunk drank

2010-04-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

drinking every other night.

idk. life is

Fresh Start

2010-04-10T00:51:00.001+08:00

I'm happy to announce. I'm single. Once again.

Yes. I have decided to stay single for awhile. Thanks to all my friends who encouraged me throughout my whole ordeal.

Love you all.

What is this

2010-04-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

You ignored all my smses.

All my calls. All my pleads to talk to you.

Everything.

Now all of a sudden you broke up with me over Facebook? I was the happiest when you accepted me.

But the last 3 days have not been my happiest, the pain that you have given me, i dont know what you are doing. It's confusing me. Really. I dont know anymore. I dont know why. I dont even know why you accepted me in the first place if you wanted it to be turn out this way.

Day 2.

2010-04-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

This is tuesday.

Met chun hoe to eat today.

Ate bad food.

Then he left for the gym. Fats trying to step macho.

Then i was at lot one for 3 whole hours doing nothing but walk around.

Meet kirby at West Mall. Had the ANGRY WHOPPER

and boy does it taste so gooood. (it sucks)

Now at home blogging, talking to nadya about some stuff.

Once again

2010-04-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Woke up with a fever.

Had to go to work cause i already skipped work yesterday.

I'm so tired, so so stressed. But luckily for me, thinking of her makes me stand up stronger.

Love is like a pyramid

0404100015

2010-04-05T02:00:00.002+08:00

Cant wait to meet Baby ♥♥♥♥♥ on Thursday.

♥♥♥♥♥0404100015 ♥♥♥♥♥

040410

2010-04-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

It's a new love. :)

Wait for her to update her blog :D

Going out

2010-04-03T15:44:00.001+08:00

Well, she knows that i like her.

Will be going out with her.

See how tonight. :D

EDIT: Nevermind, rest well girl. We can meet up next time. :D Just call me or sms me when you wake up

What happened today

2010-04-03T05:16:00.001+08:00

I'm at home now. Met friends, drank abit smoke bit

2010-03-31T02:43:00.000+08:00

Who knew. He was gay.

my whole image of him has not changed. cause he's awesome. no i'm not gay too

Post 101

2010-03-30T01:19:00.001+08:00

Ris low on 987fm..

Fuck no

Love is when both parties over estimate each other

2010-03-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

Heard that on the radio. awesome stuff.

Dinner

2010-03-28T01:15:00.000+08:00

Well it was my grandma's sister birthday today.

Had alot of awesome food like abalone, peking duck and also scallops!

Hahaha, also had winter melon soup, fish and many more. My table was the dumping ground

Everyone would just pass the food to our table and we would finish it up.

Awesome stuff. Earth Hour was spent during the short circuit

I gotta feelin

2010-03-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

Been working working working working.

Tired not gonna update

Church

2010-03-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Going to church tmr.

Dont know what to say tmr. It's abit hard

I have been different. Going back to say to God what i feel.

Hope it works out

2010-03-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

I got a crush on this girl. I dont even know her. but i like her. I'm gonna add her on facebook and my msn. Talk to her. Meet her outside. and maybe if possible. woo her :D

New blogskin

2010-03-17T03:34:00.002+08:00

I just got myself a new blogskin.

Thats all for now. gotta sleep. it's 3am

Pay

2010-03-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

Where is my pay.

i need 100 bucks for zirca tmr. damn ittttttttttttttt

Esplanade

2010-03-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

Woke up and met Siti, Seri and friends at Plaza Sing for DanceWerkz.

Congrats UNITY on 2nd place :D Ate Long John, then left to meet Saf and Chezz with Syahirah at City Hall.

I got a new boyfriend lei

Falling in love should be this easy

2010-03-13T02:40:00.003+08:00

I have pursued anyone yet. Feeling rather empty, it's not fun not having someone there.

I want to be there for someone, i want to be the person who listens to your stories. Rush down to wherever you are when you need someone. Be the one who covers your from the rain. Cry with you even though it's none of my business. Laugh like no one business. Be really in love.

I like someone, but i'm not sure. She has a boyfriend. She really loves him. She doesn't know and will never know and i will never tell her unless she tells me she likes me. Love is a game where both guys and girls lose. I want to walk down the aisle with someone in the near future. It's gonna be so great. Marriage, kids, a family.

Driving a car, holding her hand, kids at the back seat asking us how we first met. What more can we ask. Love, such an awesome feeling.

Hair

2010-03-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

well i didnt get a faux hawk . but it still was good.

it's kinda david beckham inspired but thicker

Time to get a haircut

2010-03-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

time to get my faux hawk.

will update with pictures when i get home.

Race

2010-03-09T17:45:00.001+08:00

I feel that malay girls are better than chinese girls.

I dont mean Minahs and Ah lians

They are prettier,

They have better fashion sense

They are more family-minded.

I click better with malays than chinese people.

Horoscope

2010-03-09T14:31:00.001+08:00

Sagittarius are supposed to be the most positive people

and i find it's true.

i'm usually very spontaneous. I would decide things last minute.

So i am not very good at being emo. :D

Everybody in love

2010-03-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

Finished work today. Was working outside.

Like platter stuff. It was alright, i guess.

Made a few new friends.

Still the youngest one there.

DAMN

Oh ya. anyone wanna go zirca? like tag me or something yeah? okay :D

Monkey

2010-03-08T03:28:00.001+08:00

Ohh oohh ahhh ahhh,

*pulls the monkey face*

do the monkey dance.

yes i am an honorary monkey babeh

Haiyo

2010-03-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

Work.........

damn............

ahhhh.............

3pm-11pm

But luckily for me. i'm gonna be like working only 3 days next week.

Weds,Fri, sunday.

And then ROMP V@ Zirca

Fever

2010-03-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

Having a fever now

Had lunch with Nadya today and then went to Mum's house

She left for her workshop (oh so fun, with my monkey face)

Later Nadya asked me to go town with her.

Took a few pictures.

Well i needed new pictures for facebook so.

Thanks ah.

We then went to Bugis to meet Justin.

Turns out he cant stop playing his Blackshot to care about us.

Nadya was saying how the arcade and lanshop freaks her out.

Oh pleeeeeeeeeease.

Fear of heights exposed by her.

Oh thanks ah!

Finally Justin finished.

We wanted to go haji lane but then decided not to cause like,

we all felt fucking bored.

I felt quite sick and took a cig.

It became worse already no?

Okay la. i sign off now. got fever. need to sleep it off.

Acts One

2010-03-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

We splitting up.

It's like weird.

I have never been like coming regularly all the time

But hearing that Joel , Sarah , Damien , WeiHao , Emeline are all in different cellgroups . It's a whole different story now.

What actually happened?

I found out

2010-03-05T09:00:00.002+08:00

What a jerk i was in the past for real.

I saw whatever i wrote in 2008 to my friends, my dad and my cousins.

I was immature. I insulted them.

I even found old memories that i wouldn't dare type now in my old blog

I was scolding people in my blog calling them brainless.

Saying that they were not worthy to be on the face of the earth.

Words i said can never be forgotten.

I apologize.

I was love-crazy too.

Well i just came back from a jog.

15situps.

30crunchs

10 leg raise

Tiring.

Memories

2010-03-05T03:41:00.003+08:00

If any of you are reading this blog and find this picture of you. You should know i have left school for 2010 and will be starting school (hopefully) in 2011. All these people that i take pictures with are my friends and family. I love you guys ^^.

Meet up soon

Peter Chao

2010-03-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

If we ever meet again

2010-03-03T04:28:00.002+08:00

Just heard from a friend that she broke up with her bf recently.

Kinda feel sad. Cause yesterday would have been the 3oth of Feb her 4th month with him.

My first month too, but yeah, HAHAHA i dont really care not.

2 weeks since i smsed or talked to her. finally forgetting her.

Plan for 2010

Work

Plan for 2011

Service Skills (OFFICE)

Plan for 2012-2013

Business Skills ( EVENTS MANAGEMENT)

If 2013 ever comes. I am gonna be so happy.

Cause i dont want to die so soon without being a better friend

Wont Even start

2010-03-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Nice song

Went to munkysuperstar pictures today. wanted to be a contestant on Room 101

was awkward. so i guess i'm gonna be rejected.

------------

I am no longer in love with anyone.

It's good. My sms wont burst.

I miss my old life.

Work work work again

AND ALSO 15march ZIRCA ! cant wait

Should i

2010-02-21T21:14:00.001+08:00

go to school tomorrow

I just realized that it is 9pm now.

I am wasting my year.

It's gonna be March already and i dont think April Intake got school for me :l

Tears fall upon this post

2010-02-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

2nd January 2006,

I entered a adventure.

20 February 2010

I want that adventure.

I cant seem to believe that after 4 whole years i have.

Finally graduated from UNITY.

I want to study in Unity.

ITE sucks. I dont want to grow up anymore.

I want my old life. I want my old friends

After i graduated, my friends all seemed more distant.

My ITE friends aren't exactly friends

and i'm always at home

I need to leave my house. I need to go out.

I need to be with my friends. I need fun.

I need real fun. I want to be 13.

I dont want to work. I want to have fun like a kid.

I dont want to grow up. I want to be in my maroon pants.

Please, i want to go back to Unity. I dont want to graduate.

No one reads my blog but if anyone do,

i want to let you know, i cherish my friendship with every single friend i made in unity

For example ; people like

Jing Xiang. Chun Hoe. Meng Hwee. Jackson. Ferris. Sok Min. Andrea. Joel Chin. Timotius. Trevor Lee. Daryl Chia. Melvin. Xiao Ming. Dinesh. Sergio. Pearlyn. Olivia x 2 . Fydie. Siti. Safriza. Faizura. Seri. Porn Man, Kuan ying. the 3 annoying buggers.

AH FUCK TOO MANY FRIENDS TOOO MANY FRIENDS AHHH FUCK ! IAFKAJSFKLASJflasjflasf

*$()@*$@()*$@()$*@() SUICIDE!

Work work work work

2010-02-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

Why work work work work?

Next week, i will be working 5 days

Monday , Thurs-Sun

Although i earn quite alot and i always have fun working.

And also today, I watch PORN whole day.
I like the one with indians and malays one.
Japanese one also good.

P.S Yah Ling told me to update so i update.

:D

Bubble Tea and Roast Pork.

2010-02-17T15:14:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 12am,

woken up by Yah Ling's sms.

Wakey! Wakey!

I read and said Fuck.

Rushed down to YewTee to meet her and Yong Khan (cannot grow talllllll)

^^V

Now i'm using his com to blog and i'm tired. Ciao!

30 dollars fly

2010-02-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Well, today. I went to Jackson's place for Visitation.

Lost 30 full dollars at BlackJack.

Was so pissed i decided to not play for the remainder of the day.

and i only played for 30 mins

So imagine 3hours = 180dollars.

Ahlong will find me no?

Yes.

Great friends bring great smiles.

Work

2010-02-15T12:10:00.001+08:00

Worked today.

10 bucks an hour,

Gotta love the colleagues.

Very sexual guys,

Now i need to find a new girlfriend.

Anyone?

I know you're reading. Dont pretend ah

Never

2010-02-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

it will never be the same

i think we should never meet up again.

it will never be the same anymore,

valentines' day was not a good day.

my great grandma passed away.

cny, i got money.

White layout

2010-02-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

Decided to go with a white red blog layout. black was kinda boring.

Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day, cant wait, cant wait

Like i fucking care anymore

2010-02-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

No really,
I dont fucking care already.

I dont want to let this fucking breakup make me stressed and fucked up.

I'm gonna be the same single Alastair Anthony Yong Jia Jun

I'm gonna delete your contact in my phone and in MSN,

I'm gonna go talk to Andrea more, 22months.
I'm gonna go and woo her even though i know it's never gonna work out
But at least i feel better talking to her than to you now,

Andrea rejects me all the time but she still can bullshit with me.

You're different, it's super hard to talk to you now.

WELL THIS IS IT PEOPLE! I'M TURNING GAY

2010-01-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Love.

It's not about showing off your strength.
It's all about your heart.

It's not about gifts or presents.
It's about sincerity

It's not about you,
It's about her.

Sex ? It's irrelevant.
Smiles. Thats better.

Why is life so lustful.

Say it,

I love you,
-----
I want to walk with you through a rose petal covered field.
It is just that simple.

2010-01-12T15:36:00.003+08:00

Vexed vexed vexed.

Shouldn't have told A about it.

Now i guess V hates me for telling A about her and her boyfriend.
Seems to me, A may think its a joke. But my friendship with V.

I guess maybe it's because i never mention to A not to tell anyone about it.

I said it bluntly that V likes someone and A just bluntly told someone else.
----

Now i'm in trouble. I dont know how apologize to V for revealing that secret of hers.

I cant even sms her anymore.
----
I'm a horrible person.
I feel terrrible.
I feel pathetic.

2010-01-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

What a blast.
Now i'm going crazy for 22months. Its like.
I'm thinking about her all the time.

Maybe i really really like her.
Or i really really really like her.
or maybe i just like her so much that words can describe how much i like her.
She puts the biggest smile on my face even though i dont really know her.
I dont know her friends. I dont even know how she sounds like.
What kind of movies she likes.

What is she into. I dont know but i want to know.
Because it's fun to know more about her cause, she's the light in my darkness.
Not many people believe that i would like you this long.
Some didnt even know that i liked you.

If you had said yes then. What would we be today?

I really really like you.

I stayed one night at australia and saw millions of stars. My friend asked me, why did i like you. For ever star in the night sky, i gave one reason. But after a long time, i realized i ran out of stars. I just like you i said to my friend. "Why" he asked.

cause she's awesome. :D

2010-01-10T21:56:00.003+08:00

To a friend.

I saw you during March 2007. Thinking you were not a singaporean.
Friends said you were. I didnt believe at first la.
Haha. Love at first sight. Sms-ed you alot then.
You never cared. Cause you thought i was joking. Haha.
Never talked to you until March of 2008. When i finally made the step to woo you. You told me,
If i said yes. What will you do? I replied

I will jump for joy and go crazy, and then sms you a hour later.

You never said yes. I still talked to you throughout the year. Smiled at every sms you replied.
Never imagine that you actually liked me, for a week, then. But didn't say yes.

I imagine if you had said yes. We might, might! still be together till today? Cause you are one of those girls, where a guy, will never forget. No matter when.

December 2008, You remembered my birthday when i forgot yours. I was so happy for myself.
Cause, not many girls i liked actually remember my birthday.

January 2009 , I realized my time is short in the school, but i never really approached you anymore, decided to woo other girls. but never felt right, no matter with who.

Turned back to you always. Always felt right going gaga over you, Even though you didn't feel the same way.
Just remembering you makes me smile.

Whenever you need someone, i'll always be there to hold an umbrella for you in the rain.

Now i've graduated. But i will never ever forget you.
Cause you are (L).

22 Months i've liked you.
I believe more months to go.

It's one way. You know that, i know that. But you just make me smile.

2010-01-05T22:32:00.005+08:00

Pictures from countdown.

Well i'm a nut at taking pictures

Hi.

2010-01-03T03:55:00.002+08:00

Week at my mother's house.
Its been a week since i came here.
Ayden Martin, my 3 month old brother has been a joy to me.
His smile is just so pure.
What to do, my brother ma.
Heheh!

ITE starts on Monday.
Yishun ITE doesn't seem too apppealing to me siaaaaaaaa!
DIE la

I lazy blog already. tata

2010-01-02T05:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR FUCKTARDS!

Ahh, i cut my hair.
Its quite okay la.
Some people hate it.
Some love it.
If i do get pictures of my hair which is rare, cause i dont have that picture ready face.
You try to take a picture.
I'll be stunned and i just stand there for 5 seconds thinking of a facial expression.
Heheh *scratches head* I know. stupid right.

BACK GO THE NEW YEAR.
It was terrific but yet, i felt left out.
I was the only guy during the outing for 4hours.
Although my cousin's friend's boyfriend came.
We didnt talk much so it felt like just two awkward guys with 5 girls who CANT STOP TAKING PICTURES!
Cant blame them. PRETTY GIRLS NEED TO TAKE PICTURES YEAH.
No one reads my blogs anyways. So i'm just blogging to cure my boredom. Its 5.37am now.
And i got nothing to do other than blog.

OKAY OKAY OKAY! NEW YEAR OUTING DETAILS
Met Filiyana at 7.30am at her house. Fuck.
Supposed to meet at 6am. I didnt sleep as i was bloody afraid i would sleep over that time.
So we went to North Point to, WAIT EVEN MORE.
Left NPoint. Went back to her house to sleep.
Not much. Fareez wasn't wearing pants(or underwear) so his asshole was near my face.
Squatting and playing the PS3

Woke up around 2pm. Went down to cut my hair as mentioned above.
Went to my mom's place to collect my loafers.
Went to find her friend to take her dress/blouse/whatever.
Sorry friends but i kinda know your names only through the internet.
Kinda shy. 5 girls and i'm the only guy. Its not like i really know them well.
But it was fun nonetheless.

Got ready for everything. Left for CWP (Causeway Point) and meet her friend (only friend whose name i still dont know). Afterward we went into CWP to buy some leather bands for me.
Filiyana's idea. Afterwards we waited for almost half an hour for her friend, Aini.
Took the train, her friends Nadhirah( did i spell it wrongly?) and Amira boarded the train.
They were laughing so loud in the train i swear i felt like i was going out with monkey.

We reached Pasir Ris in no time. Walked to D Marquee. Realized that 4 of the 6 were smokers. NO GOOD NO GOOD. Smoking willllllll KILL YOU.
I dont smoke. I'm a good boy, aren't I. AHAHAH!
Bought spray cans for only a dollar. Started to have a spray can fight. I took and just sprayed at anyone near to me. ^^V.
Now now. We didnt have tickets to enter D'Marquee. It was 65 bucks a ticket.
BUT BUT! This Caucasian dude gave us tickets to enter.
Had fun inside. 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!.
AHAH!

But then 2 hours of waiting for bus NR7.
We decided, Lets CAB to Maya - A Hindi Music Lounge, so it says.
But Amira and Nad left. But Filiyana's friend's boyfriend came so it was left with 5 of us.
Cabbed there. Not ladies night out. 20 bucks per person
Woo. Gotta love the price. So we lepak2 at the river. Later we tried to go to Helipad.
But closing time liao leh ( Spoken in true Singaporean manner)

Lepak. 6.17 boarded the train. And when we were approaching Woodlands MRT. Some guy and his friends were trying to flirt with Filiyana and her friends. GOOD LUCK.

Reached home around 8am. Slept like a log till about 4pm exactly. I heard my brother say that.
Wont be updating about 1st jan.
Needa sleep now.

Goodnight people. 5.52am
Love. Your Mother

2009-12-28T20:18:00.001+08:00

I WANT HIS HAIR

2009-12-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

Heal the world - Michael Jackson
Why do people like music that is all weird dancing and not about the lyrics and the meaning of the song.
Gone is music where lyrics actually mean something.
Lady Gaga has her Poker face, Michael Jackson has I'll Be There.
Mariah Carey is worse. She's a real bimbo. I rather listen to bands like Kings Of Leon.
Use Somebody. This year, Billboard #1 Song is Boom Boom Pow by Black Eye Peas. Yata!
#2,3 is Oh my Gaga. Typical huh. Search Boom Boom Pow on my Youtube widget >>

2009-12-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

I guess i'll be back to posting.
Gonna start with a picture.
Took this at Hillview Park. Had a Xmas Party at that condo with church mates.
Well, its been a while since i've blogged or anything.
But it feels good to blog again.
Will be adding a tagboard soon. Do tag me to link you.
I lost every old link that i have

2009-11-03T16:47:00.002+08:00

KARAOKE! STEAMBOAT! All in a day's fun.
AHAHAH!
Had alot of fun with my friends,
Sang alot of songs without feeling shy and we were almost LIKE WOOO.! AHAH
I'm too Happy to write much. Ciaos

2009-10-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

Church today.

You're the centre of my everything
You're rock on which i stand! - :D

I'm starting to see somemore of God.
Today's sermon is really awesome for me
AUDACITY
ACCURACY
ACTION

Sun STAY STILL!
Moon STAY STILL.
OHHH! MY FAVOURITE.

2009-10-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i updated my blog.
I have been playing this online game
Warriors of the 3 Kingdoms
Lol playing it with my old guild members.
Its fun la.
But i get my fucking shoulder injured alot. Lol

Tuesday. I ate chicken rice.
I found a worm.
-.-
Damn I PUT IT IN MY MOUTH TOO.
CRAP.
AHAHAHAHAH!
But i just laughed it off and threw my food away so yeah.
I'm not angry la.
Its not their fault the chicken never digest the worm.
Lol

2009-10-26T00:09:00.001+08:00

Fuck you liverpool

2009-10-25T12:58:00.001+08:00

Good for you FYI she thinks you're a jerk. ask her number yourself.

My reply? (Why am i jerk what did i do)

Cuz you are. Now fuck off dude. You got a weird things for young girls. Ew
- Some sms i received.

My reaction was wtf did i do to you or anyone around you that resulted in myself being a jerk.

Tell me in detail why i'm a jerk.

This sucks la.

2009-10-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

I just realized
This is my 50th post of this blog. MOST i had so far.

No joke.

Oh yeah i dont know why this nice blog skin dont have archives.
But what the heck.

Btw. I'm not gay or ahkua like some people i know.
Dont you just hate ahkuas. AHAHAHAH!

Yes. I'm talking about ..
BESIDES THE POINT.

Its been almost 3weeks since i graduated from Unity.
And i stayed at home for most of the days.
Wow. I really miss school.
I wanna play soccer.
Anyone who wants to invite me to play soccer.
Do say.
I willl go down just to play soccer with you guys

I'm lazy to write anymore.
So fuck you and thank you for reading

2009-10-23T16:36:00.000+08:00

Same at always. I still need a job.

I need new clothes.

2009-10-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

ohhh

prataaa.

didnt sleep last night so i went down to grab myself some roti prata.
slept at 8am wont up at 1pm.

I'm tired. Already. iknow

I changed my blogskin

2009-10-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

My previous blogskin sucked.
It looked like some fucking dead piece of shit.
Its like editing gone wrong.
Maybe primary school kids can do better at designing.

I was blind damn it.

And so were you

I'm back home

2009-10-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm back home after almost 4days at my cousin's.

Went to changi to lepak2
Then stayed overnight

Next day went to my cousin's house (other one)
to watch 2F2F. (dont ask)

Now i'm back.
And yeah i'm lazy to update so PEACE ^^

I tried to make myself believe

2009-10-17T13:01:00.001+08:00

I keep on trying to get into a relationship.
What for?
Its gonna hurt you in a few months. Ahaha.

I'm staying single.

I'm tried to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly

Singapore Idol today sucked

2009-10-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

Isn't it supposed to be for Michael Jackson. The greatest performer?
This isnt the greatest tribute though.

Screw Singapore Idol.
Its fucking my time

I HAVE A JOB

2009-10-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

I WILL BE WORKING AT SHERATON TOWERS! ^^V

Its gonna be kinda tough. But its worth it.

Moneh moneh ^^

There with you

2009-10-12T15:49:00.001+08:00

There With You - Sylvester Sim

I'll be there with you

Farewell Unity

2009-10-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

I never had a chance to really write about Unity.
Leaving behind a legacy of being the best NT class ever.
Aha.
We have never been so liked by any of the teachers.
Mr Adrian Ng taught me to be the person I am now.
I am a total different person from a year ago.
Thank you Mr Adrian Ng for that.

Adventure ended already guys. Its a new joy ride.
ITE for us.
As we depart into the different ITE.
I hope we will still remember the middle fingers flipped in class AHA!

To all my other friend in the Express/NA classes.
You guys have done it. Something i couldn't
Go to a Poly and JC. Continue on. Advance even further
The world will revolve around us one day.
From GalaStars to The Graduation Music Video.
I have made a few friends and a few true friends.

You guys have done something i dreamt of doing .
O Levels. WORK HARD! IT IS NEVER THE END !
WE ARE ALL UNITIANS!

WE WILL HAVE THE STRENGTH TO BE STRONG
WISDOM TO BE WISE AND SOAR LIKE AN EAGLE
Life has been a joy ride especially in school.
And i still hate Lim Boon Liang ahah!

Alastair You're stupid

2009-10-10T22:10:00.001+08:00

Yes people. I'm stupid. Very stupid too

Music Video made me tear up

2009-10-09T19:12:00.001+08:00

Why of all times do the school have to make me miss them when i graduate already.
The music video.
The times we shared.

Day 1 Orientation.
to Sec 3 Camp
To Sec 4 Graduation.
Its been a hell of a right but its one ride i will never forget.
Screw it. I'm joining the alumni

To Umbrella

2009-10-08T17:00:00.001+08:00

I've not seen you in a month.
Felt your presence once.
I want to talk to you.
Tell you that i love you.

N Levels are over for me.
I may not see you again.
It's hurting me.
Sleepless nights.
Train rides thinking of you the whole ride.
Holding an umbrella and smiling as it reminds me of you.
I've never liked no one like you.
Its been 3 years since i first saw your face.
I mistooked you for someone else.
And got crazy over you.
Got rejected by you
But still, i'm here to stand in the rain with my umbrella open and waiting for you to come under it any time you feel like it.

I'm always there for you.

Love, Alastair

What in the world

2009-10-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

What is happening to me,
My skin is turning orange

Maths Paper one cleared.

2009-10-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

Love the Cambridge people la.
They set the paper so damn easy.

Hehhehe! I PASS ALREADY LA
AHAHAHAH!
WOO! _!_

EBS is over

2009-10-05T20:29:00.001+08:00

I wanna thank Mr Tan Yee Kee for helping me in this hell of a journey called,
EBS. Element of Business Skills. Its over finally. Life has been hard in this course.
Using the com almost every week. Having laughs, alot of them too.
This memories will remain in our hearts forever. Hahaha

End is near

2009-10-04T18:47:00.001+08:00

1 week.
1 week to the End of Secondary School Life.
Also 1 week to my last chance to confess to her.
Should I?
I want to do it face to face.
But i'm afraid.
Very.
This week is gonna be stressful.

Outing with friends

2009-10-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

I met my friends today.
Got a goodie bag from Asiasoft.
Went to eat at Astons.
Then LAN.
Then eat at fcking QQ Noodle House.
Dont go there
Its a scam. Love you all _!_

Love is a chore

2009-10-02T19:10:00.003+08:00

I like this girl.
But she knew i liked her in the past.
But now? I dont think she knows it.
I liked her for a long time. A long time.
Worlds apart. I think.
We should just. Try?
Maybe i should cherish the time we are given.
1 more week to see your face.
And i'm a graduate of Unity Sec.
I saw you face once in the past 3 weeks. (not really)
But finally i felt your presence there.
I love you. But its one-sided

Kris Allen. Dont Argue. He rocks

2009-10-01T13:24:00.000+08:00